I see the stars but I can’t reach them I’m so tired of feeling like defeated I’ve been close too many times to not believe it So, tell me why can’t I reach them. A white paper in front of me and I can’t make it The same topic in my head, just the same as ever I can’t stand writing about the same shit, still it ain’t changing I need some time to clear my head I’ll come back later So full of shit I just forgot that I was pretending The self-pity didn’t work and now I can’t reverse it It’s just a part of growing up that’s what you’re facing I’m looking up to see the sun but it doesn’t stop raining This ain’t my game so why do I hate the player? This never was about me, I must be selfish, blame me 4 a.m. and I can’t sleep I think I need some help here But help is all gone, I still don’t have an answer. I spend all night writing lines hiding in the basement I tire my body working out to get my head ready I just need a beat, bass guitar and a little mixing To get my demons in the mic, see if I can embrace them. I see the stars but I can’t reach them I’m so tired of feeling like defeated I’ve been close too many times to not believe it So, tell me why can’t I reach them. I find myself up in the stage I can’t stop smiling I know that something is going on but I prefer the lying I woke up, smile is gone, man that shit’s not funny I should have wakened long ago, now I can’t be happy I’m not from Harlem, I’m not from LA, Where I’m from you can try but you will never make it I know it happened to my folk, man it must be genetic It’s sad to see the music as a curse and not a blessing I made a record all by myself It must be hard, you must be proud, everybody says Fuck yeah it was hard, as hard as it gets But how am I supposed to celebrate it with no friends Oh, I’ve got it all figured out Best lyrics come out when I fall down That's why I try to keep myself far underground That's why I keep following the dream that’ll never be found Now here’s the part when another rapper takes the mic But no, it’s still me, there’s no one by my side No extra voice but mine, I know you’re getting tired No big producer to make it extra tight I guess I did it to myself as a teenage kid I put my effort into this instead of social skills Not many girls around, at least outside the screen Not many good friends either to go and grab some drinks This song is starting to collapse I need to finish now Just a couple more lines before I hit the ground Just sweat, tears, spit, enough to make me drown Ok, I got to go, so this is it for now.

March towards the light And don't get out of line Careful with unleashed dogs And get back to your mark Bleeding on the carpet Silence all around Bleeding from my ears? No Really wish I miss what I had! Reliving the past but sitting on your ass Careful what you wish for It'll always let you down I'm in a crowded shelter and so is everyone Get back to your safe space But dont forget your mask Really wish I miss what I had! Carry me throw me out of this dirailed train Cant't forget back in march was not so great So lay with me point me to the right direction Take your chance I can't afford another dead end A clock is ticking backwards Time is all messed up Chug another beer bro Dark fuel for your guts Playing life in all pro so take it down a notch a bubble full of windows Flush the seed of lust Really wish I miss what I had Carry me throw me out of this dirailed train Cant't forget back in march was not so great So lay with me point me to the right direction Take your chance I can't afford another dead end