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Memories From The Shadows (full album)

by Vary

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1.
Ni Sí Ni No 05:01
Por más que quiera ver tus ojos Por más que quiera oír tu voz Por más que quiera tu sabor No puedo oír no puedo ver, no Por más que quiera entrar en tu cuerpo Por más que tu no digas que no Sigo sin ver el fin del camino Aun cuando todo está a favor Por más que quiera estar contigo Yo ya no quiero este dolor Tú aguantarás este castigo Pero yo no lo aguanto, no
2.
I’ll just pretend that I’m okay I’m on my own, so far away from home So numb, so young, so broken I’m not ready for this world So here I’ll stay… here I’ll stay today When the shadows are warmer than the sun Not happy, not sad Not even angry, so how am I supposed to feel now? The answer? Just get drunk, No question was asked, so why did I do that? So here I’ll stay… here I’ll stay today When the shadows are warmer than the sun My friends are gone, or am I, I don’t know Take all I’ve got I need nothing That’s all I am, that’s all I know There’s nothing else but music in my heart So here I’ll stay… here I’ll stay today
3.
Headache like shit, do I remember last night? I’ll drink this hangover till’s already too much The fuck was I thinking?, guess I’m glad I survived I’m hurt and I’m broken there’s no way I can stop now Messed up hair, shit I did it again Memories like nails and a bed for a grave Images and colors mixed up in my head I start to beg the sandman just take me away Home alone again Just like it’s always been And I don’t really have no one to miss Home alone again With memories to be ashamed And nothing but the pain that still remains Times go by but I’m still the same I’d pray for forgiveness but there’s no one to pray I think about quitting I’m hating this game It’s all my fucking problem I’m not willing to change Cold blooded punk not meant to be loved There’s nowhere to escape, there’s nowhere to go No one to call, I’m still on my own, And no one to break what’s already broke Home alone again Just like it’s always been And I don’t really have no one to miss Home alone again With memories to be ashamed And nothing but the pain that still remains Cold white sheets waiting up in my bed, A king size fortress with no one to share Drunk and full of shit I’m angry again And who’s to feel guilt when I’m blaming myself I'm blaming myself!
4.
Trapped in a cage that I built for myself Caught in a lie that will always fool me I never ever cry, never cry for help Cause I’m gonna live it my way anyway I am my own rusty cage I’m just a kid in my twenties, I’m just a kid! I’ve played the victim for so long That I believed, I believed that I was And I’ve faked the truth for long enough But I don't know who I am anymore I’m just a puppet but someone cut my threads But who did it? I did it, I’ll do it again. I’ve played the part that I wrote in a script I’m the director, but somehow the joke’s on me I never wanted this but I'm buried just to deep I trapped myself, I did and I’ve swollen the key Truman found his life was just a show! But it wasn’t good enough, he wanted freedom.
5.
Decadencia 05:08
La oscuridad me atrapa No sabes qué hora es Compañía solitaria Nunca podré volver Brotan las palabras Del televisor La decadencia se arraiga En tu corazón Una cerveza tras otra Y las imágenes borrosas Recuerdos y la realidad Me abruman y provocan Piérdete en la oscuridad Siéntela La mierda que llevas Joder, mi puta cabeza No, necesito salir de aquí No quiero nada ni a nadie Ni siquiera te quiero a ti No corre el aire aquí dentro Me agobio Me muero Quiero sentir el aire fresco Pero no puedo Las garras de la pereza Me atrapan y me sientan Me duele la cabeza Esta presión me revienta Quiero irme fuera Fuera Y grito en silencio Y lloro por dentro Quiero volver a ser el que era Y siento que pierdo el tiempo Porque la vida no espera No, necesito salir de aquí No quiero nada ni a nadie Ni siquiera te quiero a ti No necesito salir de aquí No quiero nada ni a nadie Tan solo quiero dormir
6.
Feel all the people terrified tonight Fear cause the devil comes back to life, tonight Hear my voice and come with me Making real the fantasy Destroy the world Come with me tonight, evil’s free This is an anthem for the scary cloudy nights Halloween is our day let’s sing drink and fight Graves are open tonight, hide Here, we all will die, die Monsters are coming, the lord has called them Rapists and killers with disorders Werewolves, vampires, witches, wizards Zombies, trolls, and dark magicians They come for showing us what is chaos They’ll burn us down, where’s our savior? We are not prepared to this, Say goodbye to the ones you’ll miss This is an anthem for the scary cloudy nights Halloween is our day let’s sing drink and fight
7.
My darkest dreams come out in the reality Pessimistic memories rounding all over my head I try to deal with problems that I don’t deserve I can’t say that I am alive but neither I’m dead Maybe I try to pray to some god to be saved But they won’t listen to me, I am no one to them And maybe I try to pray to the gods again But who the fuck would care about myself? I saw in a nightmare a grave where I could read my name It was the day of the funeral but no one was there I could see some flowers, rooting on that rainy day I woke up screaming and sweating, my fists closed, it hurts Maybe I try to pray to some god to be saved But they won’t listen to me, I am no one to them And maybe I try to pray to the gods again But who the fuck would care about myself? How could you try to do something but fail? Can you forgive me? I can’t forgive myself Well, what if you do it? I’m sure I will do it again This is the moment, I’ll never say sorry to them Why should I try to pray to the gods again? My knees are bleeding, but they never hold my hand
8.
I'm going to talk to you from the heart Cause like me it's all colored black Anger is my fuel right now And sadness would be the spark These days I don't need much I just need my guitar To get my inspiration going And a couple beers at the bar I got a full tank of anger And the record's going fine Cause times like this just get me working Till I lose the sense of touch I Don't need pills to calm me down I don't need to get high Cause music 's my only painkiller And effort my only drug It's so wrong when I'm alright It's all gone when I feel fine I can't roll when it's not dark But today is not one of those days, today I don't feel fine, alright I’ve got many friends in many places, But still I’m a lonely guy, Instead of going out, I’m working out And studio time, Fuck relax I’m a captain with no boat, I’m a gambler with no hope Cause my work is not made to be remembered but it comes right out of my soul I gave tears and blood to the music god I gave him all I’ve got And I don’t need no sign no I need no fame Cause I ain’t doing it for that. So put your feet to the ground and help me out I want to hear it very loud Every chance I lost, every time I fail Will never put me down It's wrong when I'm alright It's all gone when I feel fine I can't roll when it's not dark But today is not one of those days, today I don't feel fine, alright
9.
You can’t stop the moon from shining bright in the night You can’t stop the sun from rising up into the sky You might not have noticed You might still be blind You might never see the end, Because right there is where it starts It’s always going round in circles The path is going in circles… You can’t stop the waves from hitting the walls You can’t stop the wind from blowing, dancing with us all You can see the future You just have to look back But be careful with your questions, You might get lost in what you ask It’s always going round in circles The path is going in circles… See you on the other side I’ll be there where there’s no time Where the deepest thoughts are piddly Where the silly ones are not Where the sickness is the healing Where you try to reach me while I’m behind It’s always going round in circles The path is going in circles…

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"Memories From The Shadows" es mi primer álbum de estudio. Ha sido grabado a lo largo de aproximadamente 5 años y recopila canciones de diferentes estilos e inspiradas por diferentes personas, lugares e historias.

El disco ha sido compuesto, grabado, mezclado y publicado por mi, en mi pequeño estudio. (Vary)

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released February 6, 2019

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Músico procedente de Santa María del Páramo (León), con influencias principalmente de bandas de Rock, Grunge y Metal de los años 90.

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